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I love you . I’m sorry but I can’t do this anymore . I don’t even have the right to get close to you . Don’t love me . I don’t have the ease of being able to give you my heart . I live every day beyond my strength , each day is too much so I cry . I don’t have anything to give you but I'm missing you . I can’t even give you loving words but I’m missing you . I can’t even boldly wish for you to be mine but I’m missing you . So I push you away because I’m a girl who has nothing but her own heart . I’m holding back , even though it hurts .  Even tears are a luxury for me . I don’t even have the right to look at you . Don’t look at me . I know that my heart is wherever you are . Close enough that our breaths can touch , always in that same place . I can’t hold your hand but I’m missing you . I’m worried I might just have my tears to hold , so I’m missing you . I can’t tell you to stay with me but I’m missing you . So it’s too much , but in the end … it’s because I’m a girl who has nothing but her own heart .