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I Love You A Thousand Times

Heart beats fast . How to be brave ? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall but watching you stand alone ? All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow . I have died everyday waiting for you . Don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years and I'll love you for a thousand more . Time stands still . I will be brave and I will not let anything take away what's standing in front of me . Every breath , every hour has come to this . And all along I believed I would find you . Time has brought your heart to me . I have loved you for a thousand years and I'll love you for a thousand more . I love you for 999 years , 364 days , 23 hours , 59 minutes and 59 seconds . You just have to love me for 1 second . When you do , my thousand year love will be complete .

When I Miss You

A hundred days have made me older since the last time that I saw your face . A thousand lies have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same . But all the miles that separate us disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face . I'm here without you but you're still on my lonely mind . I think about you and I dream about you all the time . I'm here without you but you're still with me in my dreams . The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello . I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go . Everything I know and anywhere I go , it gets hard but it won't take away my love . And when it's all said and done , it gets hard but it wont take away my love .   I could stay awake just to hear you breathing , watch you smile while you are sleeping . While you're far away and dreaming , I could spend my life in this sweet surrender . I could stay lost in this moment forever . Where

60 Seconds

My tears won't stop flowing whenever I think of you . Maybe you are only one who know why I am still single till now . Are you missing me even though both of us are now in two different worlds ? As long as the time still go on , I will wait for you . Let me keep all this memories till I reach there . Just let me live in peace . Just remember one thing , my love . You are not visible anymore but my love for you is eternal . Dew in the dawn spread the hope . I count every second . Is this the time I have to go ? God , I love him . Let me live . I will never hurt him . Punish me if it happen . It's not easy for me to love .  It's not easy for me confess . It's not easy for me to say that I'm in love . My lullaby is only for him . My prayer is only for You . No doubt , I swear I love him till the end of my life . ♥ 

All My Love Is For You

  Boy , I just want to love you . You open up my heart . I know and I believe in love at first sight . When I open my eyes in the morning , I can feel the kiss that left with me in last night dream . The feeling is still there and I smile all day long thinking about you . So I pray for you . So I promise you . I promise you that I am going to believe that it's you who I love . Will you come to me ? I want to be just a little closer to your embrace . I love you , my love . I will always going to be this way .  You love me . Then and now those words still make my heart race . I will wait but I am afraid that this feeling of emptiness might just be my own selfishness .  Even if I'm afraid of loneliness, I genuinely want you . You're the only one who makes my heart race and the only one for me . I love you so much and I'm always so thankful . So I love you ♥ I never once forgot you . I thought of only you . Then what about you ? Did you forget me ? My tears fall fro

Miss You

It hurts since I can’t forget everything . It looks like here is not the place where you’re supposed to be . You don’t have to hold back for me .  Everything will end someday anyway .  My love just can’t seem to reach you .  Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed , it’s still far away to go . I have to forget you but I miss you so much . Even if you never know how much it hurts , I will forget you . I’m a fool , you know me . My heart’s been ripped apart, but I can only smile . I’ll still be waiting for you till forever . As I will keep hiding my tears . Would you come back to me ? To forget you , even to erase you .  For me they are very difficult things to do .  My heart just doesn't seem to reach you . Tears keep rolling down like crazy . I think I can’t do it . I can’t forget you . Even if I just feel like dying , I can’t let go of your love . I'll live this way .

Let's Not

Saying that at this moment is for the last time to you whom I loved so much . Even if you try to turn back time , even if you hold onto me crying , I was the one who said no and bid our farewell . I always act strong but I’m a coward who didn't have the confidence to protect you forever and left . Don’t love someone like me again . Don’t make someone to miss again . Go and meet someone who loves you so much till they can’t go a day without you . Please ... It's hurt when you try to hold me back  but I’m a coward who doesn't have the confidence to give happiness to anyone beside you . Even if we are ever to regret our breakup , I can’t do anything but give you our last farewell . Don’t cry in pain , counting the time that’s passed . Don’t miss a foolish love that’s already passed . Go and  meet someone who loves you so much till they can’t go a day without you .  Please , I hope that you’ll be happy . Let’s never meet again ... I already know about it . I even

Oasis

When I was standing at the end of the world and couldn't see the path , I needed someone . When I was trapped in the darkness and couldn't see the light ,  I was waiting for the helping hand . You wouldn't know that you are the only one in the world who is the only one better than the world . I believe dream for you and me . You are the long waited rain in my though day . You soaked my heart and gave me courage . You make me fly and smile again . Coming into my arms and giving happiness silently just like a rainbow after a shower I wanna make a love . When you found out that I ran away were you disappointed ? I had courage to come back because you were there . You’re the one always in my heart . Lonely night , it’s an endless and stuffy dark night . Those are the days when I cried alone during the dark nights . In lieu of the people who would only hurt my callow heart and my heart was having a earthquake . But that’s okay . You make a way

Etude Memory

I was inexperienced when it comes to love , but you accepted me . I used to not know the meaning of life , until you were beside me . I didn’t know how to smile , until you made me . I was cold-hearted , but you changed me . Boy , you don’t know how much you mean to me . You are the angel in my life , so please don’t ever leave me . I love you and only you . You do love me too don’t you ? Boy , let’s stay like this forever . You and me , let’s grow old together . Let’s watch our grandchildren play . Let’s tell them together our story how it turned out to be okay .  Thank you for being mine . I am forever yours . Hug me tight and never let go . The two of us will go on forever . Someday we’ll openly show everyone our love . When that day comes I will never let go of your hands . I love you. These past two years has been nothing but bliss . Thank you  ♥ #HappyAnniversary , Hubby ;) ILYDSM  ♥

It's War

I'm not supposed to be here anymore . I hate the world in this room . I get pain only by looking . I get pain only by staring at . It's not my fault actually . They didn't know what happened to me . I don't care about that . But they didn't know what I actually do . They take an action without talking to me . They talk about me without knowing anything about me . I hate the world of hypocritacy in this room . Like I told , they just look but never thinks why . Thank you . I will never forget the pain . I appreciate it . I'll show you the real me . This is war . " Maybe your luck will be in your new path or something. " - LuHan ;)

Found You

Honestly I didn't know at first . Though there was a coincidental meeting . Until now , I learned a lot about pain than happiness . I had a lot of tears . But I'll only give you laughter . I finally found my other half . I found you , my love . The person I've been looking for . I love you . I found you , the one to stay beside me . The person who embraced my wounded heart and painful scars . I want to give you more love . Thank you for coming to my side . Dear my blog , it is our second anniversary . Do you still remember this date ? 23 October 2010 . This is the date I fall in love with you . You are always be with me whenever I feel happy and sad . And the most important is ... you're always there for me . To story with , to enjoy with and to treasure with . I tried my best to beautify you , to make you interesting . And to make me love you more . Thanks for your accompany . Let's be together till the end .

I'll Be There

If I could be by your side forever . If that was possible . The happiest person in the world would be me .  When I'm sick and tired . Whenever that happens , you are by my side . Now I want to give it to you all my hidden love . Close your eyes and lean on me . When you feel afraid . When you lose your way . Close your eyes and lean on me . My princess , I'll be there just for you . When you are sick and tired . Whenever that happens . I'm going to be by your side . I want to hold you warmly until your becomes at ease . Just try your smile and dry your eyes . I will bring back the moon into your sky . And ever you will remember , darling . ♥   I'll be there just for you  ♥ Even if I have to give up the whole world . At least there’s still you who is worth treasuring . And the fact that you’re here is a miracle in my life . I could forget about the whole world . As long as I don’t ever lose you . At least I still

Beautiful Goodbye ♥

Hi bloggers . Today post gonna be one of my favourite post . It's about Team Bicara Berirama 2012 KL :) I still remember the first day I know about this thing . I was absent from school . It's on 15th July . Fida told me about it and I was shocked . We have to leave the class for one month and I'm afraid of that . The next day , Puan Hamimah gathered all of us and explained about this thing . Yes , we will get our allowance and experience there but I'm afraid of my study . Not only me but the whole class . And finally we went there . *half-heart* The first day on 19th July 2012 . It was Thursday and we're at MBSKL :)  We're suppose to practice at the field but it was raining that day and we have to do it in a hall . The first teacher I met : Papa Zola :) I don't know but the first time I saw him , he looks like Papa Zola . Since then , he is BB's favourite teacher . Haha :D We got information that it was already second day practice and we didn't ha

Love U Like U ♥

I love you . The words that I wasn’t able to say . The words that my trembling heart always hid . You , who shine me brightly in the morning . You are always like the sunshine to me . I like you . Like a great big tree . Always comforting me . Sometimes , without me realizing I feel like my heart will be revealed . So I just smile awkwardly . Like a fool , I just smile . Afraid that our relationship will be uncomfortable . We , who have been together for a long time . You , always next to me . And I , always next to you . ♥ Let’s be together forever  ♥

What Is Love ♥

Boy , I can’t explain what I feel . Making a day feel like a minute . With you ... I feel like I am the main character of a fairy tale . You're perfect to me . I imagined how would it be if we were together? I lost my mind , the moment I saw you . Tell me , if this is love . All the girls in the world are jealous of me . They must be jealous to death of me for having you . If you wish and wish earnestly , will it come true like the fairy tales? A never-ending happy ending , happily ever after . I will trust you, protect you and comfort you . I will be on your side . I will never leave your side . I can tell , this is love . I will make you smile often like a child . I will make you feel the most comfortable like a friend . Tell me, what is love. ♥ 전 당신한테 반했어요 , 김종인  ♥

Driving Me Crazy ♥

Annyeong , bloggers . On 26th May 2012 , I went to Putrajaya for Hari Belia Negara and to meet my TEEN TOP . I went there with SAHIRA TAMAM and her sister . My sister also went there but she went with her friends . We arrived there at 5.00 p.m. and walk almost 1 or 2 km to the official stage . When we arrived at the stage , our Prime Minister was giving his speech and Sahira and I were waiting outside . In our thought , we have a chance to be the front liner . And yes , it's true . We're front liner . Very near with the stage eventhough we're at the third or fourth row . I brought my chair that I bought with HANNAH last Friday . I asked Sahira to step on the chair since she was going to take the picture . But most of the picture was captured by me :P Both of us start to know many Angels there . We're waiting there since 6.00 p.m. and all of us know that Teen Top will perform at 8.30 . Beside Teen Top , DalShabet also performing on that day and U-Kiss performed a

Walkin' :D

I want to tell you even though the sad times have already past . Close your eyes and feel how you affect my mind and how you attract my gaze . Don't wait for a miracle, there's a rough road in front of us , With obstacles and future that can't be known, yet I won't change .  I can't give up. Keep your love unchanging for my wounded heart , Looking in your eyes, no words are needed, time has stopped. I love you, just like this.  The longed end of wandering. I leave behind this world's unending sadness . Walking the many and unknowable paths , I follow a dim light . It's something we'll do together to the end , into the new world . ♥ Happy New Year , everyone  ♥