Hard But Easy

Every time I thought of you, I cursed at you. That way, I felt a little better. I erased everything that might remind me of you. But still, there are too many memories. How can I call you? How can I call you after suddenly thinking about you? I’m still forgetting you. My heart is still in pain. I’m still hating you, I’m still forgiving you. Whatever you say, love is over. I’m going back to the days where I didn’t know you. I won’t say anything. I won’t show that I’m glad to talk to you. I’m trying to stop my heartbeat that I can hear with my ears so I’m not even breathing. I’m in enough pain. I’m not in pain because I miss you. Tears are falling because I just feel empty. I hope I won’t ever hear your voice again.