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Sakura

Every now and then, I remember when we would ride this train together and thought these precious moments would last forever. Every now and then I look back again. Every time I close my eyes and the memories are with me but you're not here with me. I know that is time for me to set free but there is still an emptiness inside me. My life without you, it's just hard for me to imagine. I see those cherry blossoms. Although you're far away, I can hear you, I can feel you next to me. Getting over you is what I've tried to do. Can't get you out of my mind. Why can't we be together now the way we used to be? Talkin' to my heart, trying to explain. Our love has faded away just like the seasons go by and now it's here again. The leaves will flutter to the ground. It reminds me of the days when you were here to hold my hand. And the promises we've made along still keeps me hanging on. Hold me now just like other lovers.

Beautiful

I hung my head low, avoiding the sky; hiding. The nights were endless in my dark heart. I couldn’t spread my wings in this world that was like a small birdcage. With struggling movements, I’ll sing for you, who will come to me some day. So my dreams that spread its wings can shine even more in the blue sky. So my coldly shut heart can beat again. I’ll go up in the sky to the stars. Outside the door, I always had anxious scars. I can only fly if I endured through the pain. Those hurtful words deeply cut into my heart. It's hurt but I bit my tongue and endured it. I know I’m gonna heal and I’m always looking up. Even if it’s dark, I’m gonna find the light. I will smile, I will keep smiling. I’m a fighter, I won’t ever give up. I’ll keep flying, fly, fly again. My dreams wrap around the future me. I’ll just be me. I can fly higher without fear, even when I’m trapped in darkness. Any kind of scar is beautiful to me. I’m just happy, I’m happy to be myself.

Over The Destiny

Just by looking at your hair that blew in the wind, I had nothing more to wish for. You came to me like a dream and only left behind a goodbye. I’m just thankful that I met you in my life. Back then, all the countless nights when I met you, I think of them with open arms. Please appear before me over the destiny. Come back to me, the fool who couldn’t tell you about my longing. Please appear before me over the destiny. So I can fill myself with you, who might get forgotten. Come back to me like the warm spring sunlight, like it’s the first time.