Ariadne

It’s 11:11. When there’s not much time left to the day, when we used to make wishes and laugh. Everything reminds me of you. The wind is as cold as the edge of your heart. When I open the window, you blow in. When this time passes will this break up be over? Will I forget you? Everything finds its place and leaves. You took all of me and left. But like the two hands of the clock in my heart. I keep lingering in the same place. In the calendar, the date that we planned out long ago, if you forgot about it all I guess I have to erase it. After a while it won’t be a big deal. Like a strange flower that blooms between seasons, like the morning star that hangs between days. All of this, some day, will pass. Everything finds its place and returns. If I finally smile as if nothing happened, calling out your name won’t hurt as much as it does now. I believe I’ll be over you.

And what if I never kiss your lips again or feel the touch of your sweet embrace? How would I ever go on? Without you there´s no place to belong. Well, someday love is gonna lead you back to me. But ´till it does I´ll have an empty heart. So I´ll just have to believe that somewhere out there you´re thinking of me. You´d think I´d be strong enough to make it through and rise above when the rain falls down. But it´s so hard to be strong when you´ve been missin´ somebody so long. It´s just a matter of time I´m sure. But time takes time and I can´t hold on. So won´t you try as hard as you can to put my broken heart together again? Until the day I let you go,  until we say our next hello. It´s not good-bye. ´Til I see you again I´ll be right here rememberin´ when. And if time is on our side, there'll be no tears to cry. On down the road, there is one thing I can´t deny. It´s not good-bye .

I can’t remember how many years it has been since we parted away. But I cry every time when I think about you. Why I’m so eager to see you today? The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up. I regret giving you my love. I regret getting attached to you. I regret holding you back. Why do I have to face the pain alone? I tried to be your only girl and did you ever understood my heart? Now it became the compass of broken love. Tears are flowing down and it soaks my dry lips. What should I do? Now I can’t erase you out of my mind. I cried a lot because of you. I laughed a lot because of you. I believed in love because of you. I’ve lost everything because of you. I’m speechless. It's suffocating and lonely. The world without you has chewed out my heart. You stomped on my dignity, torn apart my heart. So why did you leave me behind? It also rained on that day. You’ve stared at me wordlessly. You’ve stared at nothing else but me. Those trembling gazes and the awkwardly force...